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I am so fucking pissed. If I could lift up the earth and fucking throw it into some cosmic garbage barrel I would. I would fucking smash it to bits…

Feeling pretty bad. Going on vacation tomorrow. It isn't anyones fault just the name of the game sometimes. It is better to tell the truth.

I have been completely maxed out over the past few weeks. Work, life, relationship, recovery just plain everything. I really don't know how I have been doing it. I do know that I have been doing the best that I can. Gotta get ready to go out for Valentines day... More later...

I was walking to work and noticed a woman by the side entrance to the building. There are a few different ways to get in but this particular way is really cool because it isn't always open and it is a straight shot right to my desk. Anyway I noticed she was there and there was someone in a cab that was bringing her a big box of stuff.

It feels like I have been going back and forth all day. Not really sure why but I want to use. Nothing I haven't been through before, but today it…