Me, Tom, Butch, and Tom all took our respective micro-dots. The fun hadn’t even settled in and Karen, Jodi, and Niki stopped by to try and patch things up with me. We had a falling out and I had done everything in my power to make it better. I desperately wanted their friendship back and felt so alone without them.
The fun started to flow, the change of state had begun, when Niki’s supercharged Ford Mustang pulled up Tom’s beach side driveway. They begged me to go with them saying they wanted to talk to me. Everything in my body told me not to go, but I went anyway. I got in the backseat and we started talking. It didn’t take me long to realize that I was pretty much doomed. I didn’t know what was going to happen but I knew that something bad was about to happen.
We pulled into a parking lot not far from Tom’s house in Fairhaven. It wasn’t long before a Bigfoot type truck pulled into the lot and that is when my doom really started lurking. Wayne, Jodi’s state-trooper brother pulled me out of the car and busted me in the head. I feel to ground and that is when I felt a boot kick me clear in the head. I didn’t see much of anything but ended up in a moat filled with mud and water. I was trying to run away but all that happened was that I ended up back in someone’s hands. I think it was Wayne but I can’t be sure. He grabbed me by the throat and said something to me. Probably something along the lines of you better not threaten my house or something like that…Like I was a threat…I was fucking 16! He was hmmm…lets see 36 maybe?
Somehow someone gave me my glasses back and I managed to shake free and ran from the scene like a prisoner from his cell. I managed to run to someones house and begged for help. Now the fun had started oh boy this was my fun…The drugs had kicked in full force and I had no idea what was going on. I was able to call Tom and they all showed up with crowbar’s in full extent, but it was too late the damage had been done.
All of this bullshit surrounded me and how much I loved Jodi and Niki. They were my friends and they banished me…I got pissed about that and then started running my stupid sixteen year old mouth. I just wanted to see them back together and get everything the way it was before they broke up. What is really funny is that my relationship with them was one of the best relationships that I had during that time. I remember when they told me that they didn’t want to be my friend anymore. I was walking around Acushunet crying wondering what the hell I was going to do now? It felt like I had just broke up with the love of my life but I suppose I was getting from them the same things I would have gotten from my love…Who knows but it really effing hurt. I was sixteen…Sweet Sixteen…no it wasn’t sweet pretty fucking bitter and painful.