I don’t know what is going on with my brain lately. I will sit down to do something and then not have a clue as to what I was going to do. It only takes me a second or two to remember what I was about to do, but it is really spooky.
I suppose what is really spooky is the fact that when this happens I don’t get worried or anything. I just sit there until I remember what it was I was going to do. It is like my brain is going faster than my actions, or I think about something and then thing of something else before I am able to do the thing I thought about initially.
It is no surprise I missed a doctors appointment this week. Someday I will realize there is no point to a calendar if you don’t read it the day before.
You know it is so odd, well, it isn’t odd but fitting that over the past few weeks I have been feeling pretty good. That is directly related to how much I have been writing both in this journal and in step work.
My friend Jay said I was getting wierd today. I will never do his explanation justice but here goes: He said something like the following: “It’s like over the past two weeks your head splits open and gives me the opportunity to see inside and then I see the people in there fighting with their light-sabers.” It was a total right there we were standing in Harvard Square just people-watching and have a good time in the rain. I started cracking up…For the record I was definately off the hook.
We were leaving the meeting and I looked over and made eye contact with a pretty woman and she said “Hi” and I said “Hi, how are you doing?” I looked over at Jay and said “What happens next…” and busted out laughing…
I was going to do something but I can’t remember what it was. Maybe it will come to me later…