Finally I took some ACTion! I updated my resume which I have been meaning to do for awhile now, but just being lazy about it.
I have been on the fence with my job for awhile now. I just don’t know where I fit in and am not sure if it is OK for me to not know. I am starting to think there may be someplace that is better suited for me and my skill set.
The point to all of this is the fact that this has been coming up for me repeatedly over the past year. Each time it has come up I have tried to isolate out my part and why I may or may not be feeling the way I was feeling. In some cases I was just aggravated and it passed. I am sure that it will pass again but I need to take some action to make sure I keep my options open. Work can continue to function with me, but I cannot keep functioning without work: I need money to survive.
Anyway getting back to the matter at hand….I suppose I could just be more patient about it and just see where things go, but lately I have been feeling like I am just a passenger in someone else’s car. It totally sucks. Whatever I am not going to try and force shit. I am going to do what I need to do for me and see where things end up.