Yea I’m 2 to the fifth plus two
you know its true
that I’m after you
No need to feel blue
it’s all about me and not about you
cause I’m two to the fifth plus two
The number doesn’t matter
and the math makes sense
everything else drifts off
into the distance
The path is long and never straight
no need for thought or debate
Because it’s arity that controls fate
So all is well and yes it’s true
that this year and this year only
I’m two to the fifth plus two.
AHAHAH. Imagine that…one year and one year only. Wouldn’t have it any other way can’t get it back and shit man I don’t want it…I have come so far in life and today is another day in that pathway. I don’t feel like the world owes me something and I don’t feel like I owe the world something. We’re even, but I keep giving and probably getting it is just the way the world works. Pretty cool…
I had a great weekend. Attempted a HALO jump but we were not able to get up to 23000 ft so we had to call the jump. More will be revealed there…My friend Jay and I went to NY and visited:
– Empire State Building
– Ground Zero
– Statue Of Liberty/Ellis Island
All of it was really fun. Every time I go anywhere near ground zero I can’t help but feel the chill of all of the people that died there. Sigh.
The Statue Of Liberty is amazing. One thing that is pretty funny is how jacked her arms are! The statue itself is just a marvel.
One a side note…I just can’t believe that I have the capacity to do things like this. I never believed that I would have the desire or the willingness to try things that involved anything outside of self-destruction. What is great is that I can still be me and do touristy things too.
Jay put it well when we were out eating steaks and I unscrewed the light that was blinding me at the dinner table: “You are such a non-conformist”. I laughed and thought “I just don’t want to be blinded by some stupid lite that someone else thought would be useful!
I spent so much of my life just being anything that anyone wanted me to be. In the end I wasn’t anything and generally speaking ended up alone and unaware of who or what I was…Today that isn’t true. Each day I do things for my spirit that help direct and guide me into becoming the man I want to be. I don’t do it alone and welcome all of the people that help guide me on a daily basis.
Freedom certainly isn’t free but the fee is a hell of a lot cheaper than its alternative…