Round and round we go…
A lot is going on this week in all areas. Sometimes I struggle to continue to be available for everything in my life. This gets even harder when you add in something like being sick. Still, it seems like the cold was much less worse since I have been going to yoga regularly but I could just be selling myself a load of bullshit.
I’m bummed I didn’t go climbing tonight but I really needed to just come home and chill. Made some food for the week and watched “Flirting with Disaster”. Ben Stiller and Patricia Arquette (totally hot) really rocked in this comedy.
I was talking to my step sister tonight about the family trip and got a bit bummed about the fact that I am going alone. My Dad was like “can’t you bring your friend or something?” I just laughed and said he is going out with someone now…not that that matters but he will probably want to go on a vacation with her or something. I don’t know anyway you slice it it is pretty pitiful. In any case I am not doing something stupid like getting an extra ticket that I will end up eating.
All that being said I would still like to be able to go on the trip with someone, but I’m not a fan of drama so if that means going alone so be it.
Argh I feel pretty disconnected tonight…just calling it quits and going to sleep.