Nice…day off of work yoga climbing and hanging out with friends. Not much more for me to say there except I really should do it more often.
Ahh words…in one way or another they are just silly manipulations of the truth. Better to remain silent and not talk. Most of the time it just seems like I’m stating my case. Maybe that isn’t always true but I dislike it when it is.
So how to I be me? How do I truly be myself? How can I get outside of all of the bullshit and just allow everything to be?
I don’t know. Maybe I’m not suppose to know? Do you?
I do know it is better to stand for something rather than fall for anything. And yes that too can be quantified and if your into standing for something that is totally whacked and fucked up all the power to you. I’m talking about standing up for myself and living with integrity no matter what the cost. Living in this manner doesn’t always feel good but it is worth it.
Man I’m beat and I don’t really have much more to say, but I wanted to write down that I’m grateful for all of the wonderful people in my life. All of the people that encourage me, push me, and insist that I work harder, stay focused and not stray from the Path.
That’s integrity. I’m learning that I don’t have push harder I just have to allow it move in that direction. Sometimes the solution is to stop forcing things and just allow them to go…growth through relaxation.
Maybe I’ll write a book in my spare time…
Go climb rocks, jump out of airplanes, dive from cliffs or read a book, but get the hell away from the bullshit in your head.