It’s really amazing how sometimes it seems like everything just works out. My mind attaches to these times and longs to figure out how they came to be and recreate them over and over again. It’s really great that I’ve been able to experience this phenomenon. I think to myself “Was it because I did my step work?” “Was it the music I listened to?” “It must be meeting attendance”. Who knows? Right?
I don’t think it is a bad thing that I want to continue down this path. It seems like I’m doing something right and on the path. But the path sometimes looks like right and sometimes it looks wrong. I’m happy to experience it in its totality.
Just for today I don’t have to do anything special to be who I am and experience that fully.