When she was there…
I felt strong
I had a sense of purpose
A reason to be
Someone to be there for under any an all conditions
A champion
A friend
A lover
When she left…
I felt weak
Without purpose
Reasonless
A complete failure
Now that she’s gone…
I feel strong
I have a sense of purpose
A reason to be
Someone to be there for under any an all conditions
A champion
A friend
A lover
I just never realized that someone could be me.
We have to take care of ourselves before we will be able to be there for others…I’ll live. She took a lot from me I’m still dealing with it but that is life. I’m glad for the experience and the ability to have feelings and be able to participate in one of the most amazing things possible, relationships.
I still long to have that special someone but I find comfort in realizing there is a singular special someone in me. The process really isn’t anything that can be forced…