Been kind of out of it lately. Haven’t wanted to do much of anything but yet still showing up for everything. Ugg. My back hurts. Sometimes it is all about doing it even when you don’t want to. I suppose this must be in a limited perspective what parents feel like. I don’t have any kids but I don’t think I need them to get the point. I suppose what is even better for me is the fact that I don’t have any so I should be grateful. I am not saying I don’t want kids or a family just that I am grateful I don’t have that responsibility now and happy that I can learn responsibility at my own pace. Still I really don’t think anything in life prepares you properly for parenthood.
I have no clue how I got on that…I just watched an episode of Tell Me You Love Me. …
Yoga tomorrow and that had been successful at helping my perspective. I won’t put too much pressure on it but hope to enjoy the class and get some relief for my back/upper shoulder.
I am committed to working on the 4th step at least 15 minutes per day until I have completed it. It is the least I can do for myself and others.
Night.