Same old same old…haven’t written in awhile no biggie…I’ve been busy working and all of that…Yoga has been a focus over the past month or so. I’ve been consistent and attending on a regular basis along with meetings, and rock climbing.
Something’s gotta give and I guess it has been me writing down my thoughts during the week. What is really funny is that since I have been doing yoga I really haven’t had anything worth writing at night anyway. When I do get home from whatever all I really want to do is eat something and then go to bed.
If I know myself at all it is only a matter of time before my body and mind syncs up with all of this and I am able to do even more including writing more often. I suppose I really don’t pay much attention to it since I just take the approach of doing my best everyday and if that includes writing, well, that is great.
A lot has been going on at work and for the most part that has felt pretty good. I am not so worried about the instability of the economy since I have been doing my best to save money over the years. I’m also grateful I can dig holes if I have too and wouldn’t mind doing it either…
It is really important to be there for others and I have been doing that as best I can.
I was hurt by a friend being left out of his success. I know it isn’t about me but I really would have liked to be part of it all with him. I am not silly enough to think it was personal, in fact, it wasn’t and that is what hurts the most…
Ahh we all do our best who the fuck am I to ask someone for something more. Screw expectations and all of that shit…if people want me as part of their life, great, if not great…You want me to be a temporary part of your life that is great to…however anyone wants me to show up is fine with me as long as I can help. I really don’t give a shit because I know I’m helpful, solid, loving and caring…
OK time for yoga…