What a fucking great show. I found this little gem on On Demand. Yet another solid HBO series.
Things have been pretty hectic lately. Work has been crazy, life has been crazy, but somehow I find the time needed throughout the day to be there for everyone.
I really believe there is a lesson in all this and I am being guided in the right direction. Fuck if I know why I have to be responsible but I know it means something because I can feel it. I definately get something back when I am there for others and they are there for me. I suppose it helps me to feel part of when every fiber in my being is telling me that I am separate from. The beat goes on…
At some point in my drive back home tonight I heard a commercial for lunch dates. I am pretty much against the whole forced relationship thing like match.com and all that shite. Anyway it is a struggle sometimes to stand up for what I believe in especially when it seems like it is just working for everyone else.
So what do I believe in?
I believe in falling in love.
Maybe this is the reason I am still single?
I was walking down the hall at work the other day and I smiled at a woman and she smiled back and laughed. I didn’t take it as she was laughing at me or anything but she gave me the sense that there was something genuinely funny about me. I got a kick out of that.
I notice things like every so often. They make me feel like a reject super-hero or something. The really crazy things is it makes me feel good; different but good.
Somehow I think that semi-colon was misplaced.
It’s all good man. I am just going to continue to be who I am becoming.