I’m tired. I fucking tired. Major failure at work has got me down and I am just so overtired but still doing stuff. I really don’t know what else to do. It totally sucks feeling this tired and still trying to be optimistic about life. I just need to get a good fucking nights sleep. Whatever. I feel so freaking negative and want to break things. Like this journal for instance. What the hell is the point of it?
I don’t know. Just something to do. Whatever.
What a shitty way to go into the new year, but there is nothing I can do about it…what I was trying to do at work just simply wasn’t going to work and while it was hard to move forward without doing what needed to be done it was the move that needed to happen. I could have done without this failure at this time.
You know what really sucks about being tired is the only thing that cures it is sleep. Maybe I will not write in this journal anymore.