Man I can sit here and write all of the reasons why I just want to quit. I feel like such a failure. Like an empty balloon, or a windless sail. What the hell is happening to me? It seems like everything is falling down around me and there is nothing I can do about it. Honestly I really don’t know what is wrong. Everything is going so right but I just feel like total shit today. Maybe I’ve been lying to myself all along about how I’ve actually been feeling. Who knows? Who the hell should I ask?
One day off from work and I create this big set of problems in the my life. Maybe everything is fine. Nah it isn’t. I’m hungry gonna eat and watch some TV. Yea that is better than sitting here whining about my stupid life.