Before I get all caught up in working on my presentation for tomorrow I just want to take a minute and talk about what happened for me tonight.
I was so open tonight and completely connected to my feelings. It was really emotional and a bit draining but I feel a connection to myself, others, recovery, the world around me like I have never felt before.
I am so grateful.
All of my life I tried to be someone else and now I celebrate me and who I am. I came to tears because of all I have been through and the connections that I have made through my recovery. I am so grateful for this experience and I know if I share about this and continue to commit myself to recovery the process will continue for me and I will not use. I FUCKING BELIEVE THAT TODAY. This really works and I am still completely amazed…
God I am so grateful that I am capable of being who I am and that I don’t have to do anything alone anymore…