It is finally happening to me I am getting old. I am not trying to be dramatic here and I know I am still in good shape, have a great head on my shoulders (OK that is up for debate), and plenty of years left but I just feel I am getting old. Perhaps saying “getting old” is just my way of saying I have some things that I need to do and I have this internal feeling if I don’t start doing them I will not be able to.
It’s the same old shit. Relationship, Relationship, Relationship, and everything points in the direction of patience. I know that I am not alone, but I long to start working toward something! I don’t know man maybe I am just full of it…
Who knows?
Sometimes it feels like I’m affected
by a biological objective
constantly resurected
by a fleeting perspective
What the hell does that mean? ahah. Whatever. It’s a blog. I hate that word-blog.
There is nothing I can do. Being powerless over shit just completely sucks. Being powerless over my feelings and emotions makes me feel totally useless. What the hell can I do? I can’t force shit to happen for me and besides I know things don’t work like that.
I am enough and all is well…
Peace