I really got to go to bed but I wanted to take a minute to talk about fellowship. I had the best time tonight. Since there is a 30 day challenge coming to an end at the yoga studio there was gathering to celebrate the end and it was open to everyone. So after class I headed down to South Station and we all met at Kingston Station a local bar and restaurant.
At first I didn’t want to go, well, no I did want to go but my head was telling me to just go home and get some rest. It was telling me that I didn’t need to go out and fellowship with people I see one a daily basis. So on the way over I called my sponsor and told him what was going on in my head and he encouraged me to “just go”.
I am so glad that I did. Everyone was so nice and it was just awesome to interact with everyone outside of the studio. I really felt part of and consequently felt loved. Man sometimes it still baffles me that I am not alone anymore. Sure I struggle sometimes and say that I want this and I want that but the sum total of this equation is that I have today more than I have ever had in my entire life!
I am so grateful that I pushed forward through my fears and what I found were a bunch of people with open, loving and caring arms!
In a nutshell I had a blast hanging out with friends and just being my mother fucking self! HooooRaaaaa! Thank you!