It’s amazing how moods can change. So strange…I wanted to get a nice post in here about how great Thanksgiving was (and it really was), but I am just not feeling that way right now. Right now I am feeling fearful and sad. I locked the reasons away in my little green book and feel a bit better actually but sit here amazed at just how draining emotions can be.
Honestly I would like to do anything to just ignore what is going on but that would only be temporary. The challenge lately has been sitting through these uncomfortable feelings and remembering they will pass just as they came. I ask myself “How am I not being Honest, Open-Minded, Powerless and Accepting?” Maybe it has nothing to do with those things, but I am pretty sure it does :).
Deleted some text because it just made me feel too weird.
Anyway…
I just ate some nice cheese. I am all done for now…