AAAAAHHHHHHH! i am falling apart. The dam was just great. I am a lot more tired but we are sitting here at lunch about to eat. I hate myself right now and just want to be left for dead. I am so tired and have nooo gratitude.
It is so funny how feelings change.
It seems like no matter how hard I try to explain no one will ever understand. Not that it is anyones obligation to understand but it would be nice.. How can I explain what I dont understand myself.
Well more later…