I woke up this morning feeling really anxious. I felt totally conflicted about the choices I made with respect to this vacation. I was hoping that feeling would just go away but it didn’t and it didn’t resurface this morning it just didn’t go away from last night.
As I awoke the feeling subsided and I realized that lack of sleep, meetings and consistancy were probably all elements that had a factor in my feelings.
We finally got up and went down to the pool. What a nice pool and the water was so warm. I was shocked the pool was only three-and-a-half feet deep but whatever it was like taking a bath in a really big bath tub. Hah. That sounds pretty gross.
After the pool I got that feeling back again and totally realize I need to go to a fucking meeting.
Polly was doing salon stuff so I walked around and found a place to get coffe and noticed they sold crepes. Once she got back we went to get crepes and man was it good!
I miss my home. I miss my friends.
We are leaving tonight for the long drive back. Straight through this time with no stopping.
More to come later.