Well I suppose my insight isn’t amazing but it certainly causes dread…I’m just giving up with respect to women and the potential to spending my life with someone. It is safe to say most of my life is over and I’ve spent a good portion of that alone. Being alone for so long has changed me and while I know I can still change I realize now that I don’t want to.
Im glad for the rest of the world and I don’t feel sorry for myself but I just don’t see where I went wrong. Did I not try hard enough?
Blah, blah, blah all of this is bullshit. I am bullshit. You are bullshit. We are bullshit.
I’m spending my time alone for a reason but I don’t know what the reason is…more bullshit…
I’m tired time to sleep…