Wow…
I totally forgot that I wrote the last post. Everything is fine and all is well. It is really amazing how crazy feelings can be anyway I am glad that things are OK.
That day I went to my home group and talked about what was going on with me. It seems like that was the climax of what I was going through but who really knows. Things have been pretty up and down lately, but I continue to do what I need to do because I really don’t have any other options.
What is really funny is that I was sitting at my desk feeling terrible about something, what I don’t actually know, and then I said “That is it I am going to use.” I stormed out of my office and got down the the street. By then I had called three people, written a the last post, and sent a text to a friend. No one was around and then I said to myself “I can’t actually do this without talking to someone first…”