Christmas #36

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On my way home for Christmas this years I was thinking "Home Alone 36"...I was pretty angry to be going home alone again especially when everything in our relationship was really going so well. The abrupt ending didn't leave much room for closure but time has a way of mending holes. Mostly I didn't want to field questions about what had happened. Luckily just about everyone knew so when I was getting out of the car to go in that lonely sinking feeling came over me. Had I failed again? Only this time there weren't any drugs or booze to ease the pain.

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Gone For Good

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Morphine - Gone for Good (Sandman) I'm never going back never going back to you I'm never going to see you again I'm never going to dig out your picture…

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Rewind

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After the surgery I was wheeled up to my room. The transfer from one bed to the next was not much fun. The medical experts tried to move me but…

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The Day After

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Seven AM...I pick up the phone and call someone on the phone. I'm not sure who it was but afterward I get up and start the day. I really don't…

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