How hard is to hard?
I keep pushing myself to perform, to achieve. Sometimes I wonder "How hard is to hard?" Why can't I just be okay with the status quo? Or maybe it isn't…
Long Hair
For those that don't know I am letting my hair grow again. Anyway I had this dream last night which sort of threw me for a loop: Somehow I got…
Messing Around
I have been slacking again...The whole reason I set up this site and this journal was to motivate myself to continue writing. I don't know what it is about me…
The Mail
I was sitting in a car and I was suppose to follow my Father and another man. We were pulling out of Roy Street and that I realized I had…
Feeling Better
I am feeling a bit better. I don't know. I have been going to meetings, asking for help, talking with my sponsor. All of that stuff and I suppose it has been working because I haven't used. It is really sickening at times when I realize that I don't have to get high no matter what. I am not going back to that way of life. Using everyday all day with no breaks is not easy and is no way to live. Just for today I have a choice and I choose to stay clean.