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God. What a night climbing. I could barely climb a 5.7 and whenever I tried anything harder I either failed or really struggled. What is that stupid thing inside me…

So I get into work this moring and am banging things out. Boom badda boom...I decide to call this person to leave them a message since I know there are in a different timezone. Low and behold they gave me their cell phone number and I have woken them up! Doh. Woops. Further proof that people should turn the ringer off when they are sleeping. I still felt bad nonetheless. :)

I spent the day trying to set up an OSPF lab. I am pretty sure I know what I need to do tomorrow, but man what a pain in the…

Another well spent weekend in Alfred Maine. I met some new people and reconnected with old friends. Most of all I reconnected with myself and brought some closure to some old pain that I hadn't expressed in a while. I have a bookful of numbers of people that I will call over the next year. I am really grateful for the poeple that I have in my life today.

Sometimes things come to a grinding halt and everything feels wrong. It is during these times I really have to tell myself "Everything is going to be OK." I can get caught up in being paranoid about problems that don't really exist and it is usually my ability to differentiate an actual problem to a self created one that is the problem to begin with. Anyway that happened to me today but I still went to the meeting and shared about it and how I was feeling. I felt really strange today, but feel a lot better as I write this entry...