I was walking to work and noticed a woman by the side entrance to the building. There are a few different ways to get in but this particular way is really cool because it isn’t always open and it is a straight shot right to my desk. Anyway I noticed she was there and there was someone in a cab that was bringing her a big box of stuff. By this time I had gotten to the door and I said “Want me to get that for you?” She said “No we are all set.” I stood there for a second and when she didn’t move I said “OK then can you please let me by?” Luckily I am slim and I just, well, almost forced my way past her.
I was so completely aggravated as I walked up the stairs. It was what it was but she totally blew me off. Not like she owed me anything, but I was angry by the time I got to the top of the stairs and I convinced myself that I needed to hold that door. So I waited, and waited, and finally she made it up the stairs and gave me some sort of grunt and a thanks.
I totally didn’t want to hold the door for her at that point and she wasn’t asking, but I forced myself to…
After all of that I said to myself “I should have just walked in the other door.” I really don’t know why that whole situation pissed me off but it did. Sometimes people are just downright rude and you can’t pinpoint why you are upset but you know it has nothing to do with the way that you are acting….
Other than that the day was pretty good. God a bunch done at work and then hit the rock gym for awhile and I am totally exhausted…
Sleep….