Big wheel keep on turning… 
Big Wheel not really sure where to go…suppose I’ll start with the basics. I had a good day. I stayed home from work to try an let this cold pass. I didn’t feel all that bad but bad enough to stay home and rest.
It feels really good to be able to slow down enough to take a day off. I am grateful for that and the fact that I have days to take off! It is funny how it doesn’t take much to see all of the things in my life that I am grateful for when there is gratitude in my heart. It is during those times where there is none that I suffer the most.
Everything sucks. I didn’t ask for this. Why is this happening? Blah. Blah. Blah.
Who likes to be there?
Not me and just for today I am not-thank God.
Spin. Spin. Big Wheel.
I was listening to music via my PS3 and had my photo album scrolling across my tv screen. There it was moving right before my eyes: my life and the memories created therein. Wow. Climbing pictures, all of my friends and family! Me with a big huge smile on my face. God I love the fact that my heart is still so open even after all of life’s pain. Who knows maybe that is why it is open to begin with? It really doesn’t matter…
I really like how I look in pictures with other people. There was one of me and my Dad…I do this thing where I lean in and to me I look like a rock-star. 
Me & DadYep. I’m the star of my life and that is really cool. I’m nothing without all of the people in those pictures and am happy that they are part of my life and that I can play a supporting role in all of their movies.
I am thankful that I don’t have to live life alone anymore!