So this dream was from the other night…
I was in this apartment and I was trying to date this woman who is in the program, but yet someone which I would probably never date ( I mean I have probably only spoken to this person like two or three times). She was testing me, trying to find ways for me to prove that I would be loyal to her. Meanwhile I am ready to off myself in the dream asking myself that life long question “How did I get here again?” It all felt so real and it wasn’t long until I was on the phone with a friend and we were talking about the situation.
God the whole dream was totally wierd. The feeling was the worst since it wasn’t the dream that was the real part but the feeling that was elicited from the dream. That is what made the dream feel real that is what always makes dreams feel real-the feelings.