I was walking to the grocery store and I thought about how there are no absolutes. Maybe I should just be happy that I was able to get out of work a bit early so that I could get some chores done. Instead I just thought about the fact that I wouldn’t be able to do this next Monday. Hey whatever I suppose, but it left me feeling a bit strange and sort of sad.
My life is pretty dynamic always doing new things in an attempt to keep myself interested. Lately I am finding that I just want to relax sit back and take a break. OK it has only been the past few days…I have been consumed with yoga and think that I need to chill a bit on that front. All I am saying is that I should put all my eggs in one basket and give myself a break. Life doesn’t have to be this battle royal with me struggling on every front all of the time.
If things were the same I would complain. If things were different I would complain. Maybe the problem isn’t things. Maybe the problem is me! Like that is a revelation.
I woke up this morning with that feeling. Like I did something wrong and things were not going to be OK. Luckily I have so much effing experience with that feeling that I just got up and carried on with my day. The feeling went away but I still feel like something is wrong.
I dunno. Nothing is wrong things couldn’t be more right…I know it will pass…