9am
Man what a class…just totally awesome…I don’t know what has changed but something has inside of me and with respect to teaching. I’m not sure if it is just compassion or understanding or a desire for the students to succeed, but it is definitely for the good. I know that sitting down has helped a lot but what I’ve been experiencing in the class over the past few days is something more than the result of sitting down. Maybe I’m just beginning to experience the actual dialogue between me and the students I’m not really sure but it is awesome. It may sound corny but its like a combination of sternness and love. There is also something to be said about the space that is created for the students to succeed.
Everyone was moving together. It is really an amazing experience to witness it while it is happening.
Sometimes it happens and sometimes it doesn’t. I’m not attached to it but I’m very proud of myself and whatever is going on inside me right now. I’m not aware of everything I do my best but it is confusing sometimes and it hasn’t been the best since my ankle broke. I just hope that I continue along this path and don’t forget what it was like in my current state. Maybe I’ll just sit for all of my classes from now on 🙂
1130
Solo practice…really stretched out my Achilles and did the beginners class…