Ug what a day. I totally freaked out this morning. Everything was fine and then I looked outside and it was pouring rain. I was like shit what am I gonna do? Trudging to the T on crutches in the pouring rain is no fun. So I was locked up in my mind but I had to leave so I threw on all of my rain gear and headed out. It wasn’t too bad but I was getting madder and madder. I eventually blew up and was smashing my crutches against the ground. I was yelling and screaming just totally pissed off that I have to deal with this shit every day.
Yep there are no days off when you break something.
Anyway I get to the T and I’m fighting with the door but I’m so pissed it is closing again because I’m opening it like a mad man. Finally someone comes over to help and I say thank you but I’m so pissed and now I’m embarrassed. I get to the top of the escalator and just scream out loud.
I guess I’d had enough at that point since I just sat on the T quietly and rode in to work.
10am – LS
Class was pretty good although it was definitely hot and humid. Honestly I didn’t think it was as hot as it was. The students were rocking so I didn’t think much of it. It turns out I can hop around in this studio so next time I’ll leave the temp gauge near me and hop over to the window to shut it off.
My dialogue was pretty good but I felt like I screwed up in a few places. I just felt the residuals from the train ride over. I’m doing a good job of dealing with the broken ankle but it is freaking hard especially when you have a job that is physical.
1500 – Meredith