9am
I noticed that I was a little bit pissy before the class. I got mad because the guy that takes the recycling out wouldn’t do it because it was too windy. The funny thing is that it was too windy. Not really sure why I got pissed off about that. Anyway I was feeling a bit tired before the class and wanted to be sleeping. Nevertheless I taught a good class. I was light and fun but still held the students to a standard.
My new focus lately is to do my best to create an environment that they students can flourish in. I can’t make them do anything but if you make an environment people want to work hard in, well, there you go…
1130am
Part of me was wondering how I was going to teach the class. After the 9am I was feeling wiped out but I hoped that an hour would be enough time for me to get my shit together to teach. I ate and took some vitamins and it all seemed to help. Class went well although it seemed like the students were just dying the whole class. I did my best to inspire but mostly just kept teaching the class.
3pm – Dan
Ugh. Is it just my perspective today or what!?! I was happy to be practicing but my body was just so tired. I kept thinking “This is for the effing birds”. Ahh whatever shit happens you can’t always want to be there, but you do it anyway. I did the class and some stretching afterwards too.