Well I made it through the day without having a cigarette. I am pretty happy about that...And while I obsessed about work today and try to seek validation through my job and the people in it I realize that I can make it through anything. There really are not any reasons left for me to use. I used them all up. I am just happy that at some point I always seem to get out of my own way and choose to recover. Just for today I am thankful for that...
God. No heat again last night. I woke up this morning and noticed the VOIP phone was working. I tried to call my boss to let him know and it…
I was standing in a room with Steve. He was just sitting there and told me he relapsed. I finally came clean and told him I had too. I didn't…
It was pretty cold today and I did a lot of walking in the cold. I like to walk in the cold. I just plain like to walk. I got…
Yesterday while I was cleaning out my backpack I came across a little metal heart. It was the heart of the only woman I have ever loved. So much and…